Fic, Stargate SG-1, Why do these things always happen to me?, PG-13, 1/4

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Title: Why do these things always happen to me?
Category: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Drama
Rating: PG-13
Summary: What if Sam, host to Jolinar, was captured by the Jaffa attacking Nasya, instead of escaping through the Stargate?
Characters: Sam, Jolinar, Martouf/Lantash, others
Pairings: Sam/Jolinar/Martouf/Lantash, but not until the end.
Notes: Written for Tok'ra Kree! Round 5, for the below prompt.
Prompt: 079. SG-1, Sam|Jolinar, they're captured by the Jaffa before they manage to escape through the Stargate. Now Sam is a host against her will, she's hurt, and a captive of the Goa'uld.

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Jolinar POV

Oh, no! The host I have just taken was not offering! I do not know how I could have thought she was - I mean, how could she even know I was hiding in Quinta?

I must get to safety now, but then I must find another host, so I can leave this poor woman.

I feel her wake from the initial daze after my entry, and begin to realize what has happened.

~I apologize... Samantha, but right now we need to flee!" I look up and see deathgliders.

Someone runs up from behind, yelling at my host.

"Carter! We've got to go!"

I turn to face him, feeling confused.

~Colonel! I'm a Goa'uld!~ my host tries to yell.

"You alright?"

I realize I must have blood on my lip, and that I probably look a bit dazed. I shake myself.

"Yeah."

"Let's get him outta here, come on."

He starts to pick up Quinta, but I know he is dead, and that there is no longer anything that can be done for him. I feel sadness. He was only my host for several months, and I remained hidden and dormant most of the time, but he was still my host. I love all my hosts. It is impossible not to.

What do I say to Colonel... I fish for his name in my new hosts mind, feeling dirty and guilty doing it against her will. What do I say to Colonel O'Neill?

"Dead! Had some kind of seizure. Bit his own tongue."

There! That should keep him happy.

I get up, and Colonel O'Neill grab hold of me and starts to try and get me to run faster. I feel sluggish. It always take a little while to get everything under control in a new host. There is must to get used to, and many connections to make.

Above us the deathgliders approach again, and they fire at us, again and again. One of them is hovering over the chaapa'ai, preventing us going through.

I will not be the cause of even more of these people suffering for my bad judgment! I push Colonel O'Neill aside and raise the weapon my host has over her shoulder. Quickly snatching information of use from her, I start firing at the deathglider, well aware that it will not be enough to take it down - probably not even damage it.

"Carter!" Colonel O'Neill exclaims.

"Run!" I yell, taking more steps away from him and dragging the fire of the deathglider. "Get through the... Stargate!" I flash my eyes at him to make it further clear to him I am not 'Carter', then run and jump, as the deathglider chases me, shooting after me.

Another deathglider approach Colonel O'Neill, but out of the side of my eye I see that he makes it to the chaapa'ai and jump through, just as an explosion hits close to me, sending me flying.

He must have realized there is no way he can save his team mate. At least all my hosts people made it through the chaapa'ai. I will only have endangered one of them, is my last thought before I lose consciousness.

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Jack POV

"We need to go back for her!" I insist. "God! Her eyes glowed! She's... a Goa'uld! Why did she save me?"

I am very confused, but one thing is clear. I just left a member of my team behind. I never do that! We have to save her.

"You can't go back right now, Colonel. The planet is under attack," Hammond says.

"If she is a Goa'uld, then she is probably in no danger from the Jaffa." Teal'c says, calmer than I could have.

"Why did she save me? Maybe it's a juvenile, like the one that was in Kawalsky. Maybe she can fight it!"

"If it flashed it's eyes, it was in control. Isn't that right?" Daniel says.

"Yes." Teal'c confirms.

"Then the Goa'uld saved me...or maybe just wanted me out of the way. I don't know, but I do know that we can't just abandon Carter," I exclaim.

"We will not abandon her. As soon as the attack is over, we will return and search for her. We will try to reopen the Stargate in an hour." Hammond assures me.

"An hour! She could be long gone by then!" I suddenly remember something. "She was hit! The deathgliders shot at her! Why would they do that, if the Goa'uld in her ordered the attack?"

"Probably they do not know their master has a new host - or perhaps it was an enemy Goa'uld. In any case, it is likely the attacking Goa'uld will prefer taking their enemy alive." Teal'c says.

"Meaning Carter is either dead or imprisoned - and a Goa'uld regardless. Some comfort!"

Why are these things happening to my friends all the time? Kawalsky, Skaara - and Daniel's wife, Sha're. Damn Goa'uld!

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Sam POV

I wake up with a bad headache. Actually, my head is not the only thing that hurts - my whole body hurts. I am sure I have a concussion, and several broken ribs - at least. I have a vague memory of deathgliders and an explosions - and flying through the air...

And of being host to a Goa'uld!

I try to lift my arm, and groan out loud when a piercing pain slices through me. The arm is obviously broken, but just as obviously it reacted to my command to move.

Perhaps I was hallucinating becoming host?

That is a question for later, because my groan called unwanted attention to me.

"The Tau'ri is awake."

"Good." A big Jaffa walks up to me and kicks me in the ribs, making me cry out.

"Careful, you brute! I think it's broken!" I complain.

The Jaffa laughs uproariously. "Good, then maybe you will be more forthcoming with your answers!" He grabs me and pulls me to a sitting position, despite my entire body complaining about the movement. "Why were you on the planet? Why did you interfere in our attack?"

"We were there by coincidence! We didn't know you were going to attack! What do you think?" I tell him.

"It is your fault that we did not capture the Tok'ra Jolinar! Your people also abducted the ashrak! Cronus will be furious, but fortunately we have you to take the blame!" the Jaffa says, lifting me up to standing for a moment, then throwing me in a corner and leaves.

When the pain in my body has subsided a little, I think about what he said. Cronus! I don't even know who that is, except that he's without doubt a Goa'uld, but I do know one thing - I am so screwed!


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