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hathor_girl) wrote2011-10-06 10:51 am
hathor_girl) wrote2011-10-06 10:51 am
Fic, New Hosts, Rosha/Jolinar/Martouf/Lantash, NC-17, 13/24
Chapter 13: In the Tunnels
Rosha POV
~Your mate is a, ah, naughty rascal.~ I tell Jolinar. I feel her mirth - and her strong love for him. It feels strange, almost as if I feel it.
~He is, but he can also be very sweet and thoughtful.~ Jolinar smiles. ~And, as I told you, strong feelings are shared, and even if we are not blended some will seep through.~
~You read my thoughts! I mean, not just what I thought-said to you, but what I thought myself afterwards!~ I don't think I like that!
~I apologize, but it was very loud.~ Jolinar sighes. ~Let us take this bath, and then I will teach you how to hide your thoughts from me.~
~Then you will not be able to read my thoughts even if you try to?~
~Unfortunately, it is not possible for a human to block a symbiote - either from reading their thoughts or taking control of the body. I will not do so, though, so you need not worry.~ Jolinar tells me, honestly.
I can't say this feels entirely reassuring, but I suppose I can trust her. She has not given me cause to not trust her.
~What about the other way then? Can I do the same to you?~
~Only if I let you. I am sorry, but that is the biological facts. The relationship can never be truly equal, in that the symbiote could do many nasty things without the host being able to stop it. However, please trust me when I say that no Tok'ra would ever do that. The only situations were I would take control without permission, would be if we were in danger and I needed to react quickly.~
I'm feeling some trepidation, but I decide to put my worries aside. The water in the bath pool has changed now and is clean. Jolinar has just undressed me and crawled up in the bath, so I focus on that. I must admit I am not too fond of being naked in a room without a door. A room in the quarters I now share with Jolinar's mate!
For a little while, I worry about what will happen tonight, but I soon begin to relax and forget all the worries. The water really is nice and I like the faint scent of the soap. The last several days have been stressful and I have not slept much. I feel myself drift off.
I wake up just as Jolinar finishes dressing. I look at my image in the mirror as Jolinar combs and fixes my hair. I... we I guess I should say, are wearing a turquoise dress, which is tight-fitting and tailored in the top, somehow making my breasts more prominent. The dress is darker below the waist, and hangs loosely from there. It reaches almost to my feet, on which I am wearing a pair of quite elaborate leather sandals. Jolinar has picked a dark belt, richly decorated with silver, and I am also wearing a silver necklace, and several silver bracelets.
~I...thought you guys preferred those uniforms everyone seems to be wearing?~ I ask.
~Oh, we do, and we will be wearing those often. I just sometimes feel like wearing something a little more beautiful - and I think this looks good on us, do you not? I was really pleased that I could wear the bracelets still. I had worried your arms would not be the right size - in which case we could have had the size of the bracelets changed, of course.~
~Um, Jolinar? You're not wearing this for Lantash, are you? I mean, you're not trying to seduce him, right?~
~Rosha, my sweet, innocent Rosha. I do not need to seduce Lantash. He loves me, and he very much likes beautiful women - though he is completely faithful, you do not need to worry about that. I could wear anything - or nothing, which I am sure he would like - and he would happily come to my bed.~
I feel shocked by her candor, and gasp at the erotic images that flitter through her very clear thoughts - or would have, had I had control. ~Jolinar!~
~Ah, do not worry, child. Yes, I wear this for Lantash, but I am not going to force you to do anything you do not want. I will not mate with him until you are ready. I do not endorse rape!~
Marginally relieved, I let Jolinar finish adding a little make-up before we leave to get something to eat. I am very hungry, so that sounds very good.
Rosha POV
~Your mate is a, ah, naughty rascal.~ I tell Jolinar. I feel her mirth - and her strong love for him. It feels strange, almost as if I feel it.
~He is, but he can also be very sweet and thoughtful.~ Jolinar smiles. ~And, as I told you, strong feelings are shared, and even if we are not blended some will seep through.~
~You read my thoughts! I mean, not just what I thought-said to you, but what I thought myself afterwards!~ I don't think I like that!
~I apologize, but it was very loud.~ Jolinar sighes. ~Let us take this bath, and then I will teach you how to hide your thoughts from me.~
~Then you will not be able to read my thoughts even if you try to?~
~Unfortunately, it is not possible for a human to block a symbiote - either from reading their thoughts or taking control of the body. I will not do so, though, so you need not worry.~ Jolinar tells me, honestly.
I can't say this feels entirely reassuring, but I suppose I can trust her. She has not given me cause to not trust her.
~What about the other way then? Can I do the same to you?~
~Only if I let you. I am sorry, but that is the biological facts. The relationship can never be truly equal, in that the symbiote could do many nasty things without the host being able to stop it. However, please trust me when I say that no Tok'ra would ever do that. The only situations were I would take control without permission, would be if we were in danger and I needed to react quickly.~
I'm feeling some trepidation, but I decide to put my worries aside. The water in the bath pool has changed now and is clean. Jolinar has just undressed me and crawled up in the bath, so I focus on that. I must admit I am not too fond of being naked in a room without a door. A room in the quarters I now share with Jolinar's mate!
For a little while, I worry about what will happen tonight, but I soon begin to relax and forget all the worries. The water really is nice and I like the faint scent of the soap. The last several days have been stressful and I have not slept much. I feel myself drift off.
I wake up just as Jolinar finishes dressing. I look at my image in the mirror as Jolinar combs and fixes my hair. I... we I guess I should say, are wearing a turquoise dress, which is tight-fitting and tailored in the top, somehow making my breasts more prominent. The dress is darker below the waist, and hangs loosely from there. It reaches almost to my feet, on which I am wearing a pair of quite elaborate leather sandals. Jolinar has picked a dark belt, richly decorated with silver, and I am also wearing a silver necklace, and several silver bracelets.
~I...thought you guys preferred those uniforms everyone seems to be wearing?~ I ask.
~Oh, we do, and we will be wearing those often. I just sometimes feel like wearing something a little more beautiful - and I think this looks good on us, do you not? I was really pleased that I could wear the bracelets still. I had worried your arms would not be the right size - in which case we could have had the size of the bracelets changed, of course.~
~Um, Jolinar? You're not wearing this for Lantash, are you? I mean, you're not trying to seduce him, right?~
~Rosha, my sweet, innocent Rosha. I do not need to seduce Lantash. He loves me, and he very much likes beautiful women - though he is completely faithful, you do not need to worry about that. I could wear anything - or nothing, which I am sure he would like - and he would happily come to my bed.~
I feel shocked by her candor, and gasp at the erotic images that flitter through her very clear thoughts - or would have, had I had control. ~Jolinar!~
~Ah, do not worry, child. Yes, I wear this for Lantash, but I am not going to force you to do anything you do not want. I will not mate with him until you are ready. I do not endorse rape!~
Marginally relieved, I let Jolinar finish adding a little make-up before we leave to get something to eat. I am very hungry, so that sounds very good.